A month ago, these songs were just songs that were nice to listen to..
But now..
they meant something different to me..
Every time I listened to those songs..
I can't stop a smile from forming..
My life is changing..
My thoughts are changing..
My feelings are changing..
and so is my heart..
Is this a good thing?
Is it a good thing to have my guard down?
Is it a good thing to have my fears reduced?
I never thought my life could be like a storyline in a typical drama..
I used to think how nice it would be to be the main actress in the drama..
but now..
I could say its not that nice after all..
Will the ending to my story be like most of the dramas?
A happy ending?
or one that would only end up with hurt?
I really do not know..
