Changes..

A month ago, these songs were just songs that were nice to listen to..

But now..

they meant something different to me..

Every time I listened to those songs..

I can't stop a smile from forming..

My life is changing..

My thoughts are changing..

My feelings are changing..

and so is my heart..

Is this a good thing?

Is it a good thing to have my guard down?

Is it a good thing to have my fears reduced?

I never thought my life could be like a storyline in a typical drama..

I used to think how nice it would be to be the main actress in the drama..

but now..

I could say its not that nice after all..

Will the ending to my story be like most of the dramas?

A happy ending?

or one that would only end up with hurt?

I really do not know..