As I turn a year older..

Thats the title of my 5th speech..

And I've successfully completed it!

Well I'm suppose to post this up weeks ago..
but due to the lazy me..
it had been postponed till now xD

As usual I was nervous for the speech..
prepared the speech a night before the toastmasters meeting..
start memorising my speech during class the following day..
practise my speech for about an hour after college..
and leaving for the toastmasters meeting..

Thats what I had been doing..
for I'm someone who procrastinate and is always last minute xD
Anyways I managed to complete my 5th assignment and guess what..
my whole speech was recorded @@

I haven't seen the video yet but its gonna be embarrassing to see it =X
Well here is the usual evaluation and my speech =)

=D

The feel is finally here!

I'm finally in the CNY mood!

=D=D=D

My close cousin came to visit today and it was fun sort of catching up with her..

We even skype with another cousin who is in Australia right now and was unable to come back this cny..

Having relatives coming to visit..

I guess you could say the atmosphere is there.

Eating steamboat together..

Having yee sang together..

Watching my mum and my aunts play mahjong..

Collecting angpaos..

*Although its more to my brother collect for me xD*

And spending time with each other..

NOW THATS WHAT CHINESE NEW YEAR IS ABOUT!

Happy Chinese New Year!

I had been really down lately and I wasn't in a good mood today as well due to certain reasons..

But I realise something..

Going to sleep after crying is a good way to forget things =D

I was angry at something this afternoon which causes me to cry..

*yes I cry when I'm angry..I don't scream or argue..I just cry xD*

Well as usual after crying our eyes will feel tired..and eventually you will feel sleepy..

And so I decided to nap.

It was just an hour sleep as I was woken up by my mum to have my reunion dinner..

I was still in a pretty bad mood but not because of what happened earlier but because I was just sleepy xD

You know it isn't a good feeling to be woken up when you are sleeping so peacefully =P

And now I'm all better =D

I've forgotten my anger and my mood had been lifted.

After all it isn't such a good thing to start a new year with a black face xD

But this year to be honest..

It doesn't feel like CNY at all..

In facebook everyone was greeting each other happy cny..

but seriously I didn't have that feel this year.

Maybe cause I was too preoccupied with other things.

To start a new year I should have something not emo

LOL

hmm..the next speech for my toastmaster is about body gestures..

one of my biggest weakness as well as my fears..

I wonder will I be able to face my fear or will I be stuck there forever..

hmm..

any topic suggestions?

if there are feel free to enlighten me =)

I need a topic that could allow me to put in body gestures

and hopefully you will see a post about my speech soon and not an emo one xD

Anyways HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all!!

May the rabbit year be a great one and may all of you be happy always =D