My dream came true..

My dream came true but not in a good way..

A few months back I dreamt that I failed my F8..

And indeed on the 13th of February..

I did fail my F8..

Well there goes to say that I'm not as smart as what others say I am..

I'm just like any other students..

I can also fail in examinations..

Well part of this failure was due to lack of studying..

I shall start studying..

TODAY!! XD

*at Starbucks New World Park haha*

#In a few days time i will be contesting in the international speech and table topics contest D= and I still haven't crafted my speech! T_T it is gonna be nerve-wrecking =( #

At Starbucks again haha

Just finished a steamboat dinner with family not long ago..

It was extremely hot at first..

Then it started to get windy..

The wind was cooling but its blowing leaves into our food =.=

Then it started to rain heavily..

Together with the heavy wind..i can't even differentiate whether the splashes are from the rain or the oil from the steamboat =.=

My leg was even drenched!!

Sort of a bad steamboat dinner LOL

But now I'm at the comfort of Starbucks..

Fully air conditioned and of course WIFI!!

Guess hanging out at starbucks with my laptop could be a weekend routine of mine xD

Anyone want to join me? =P

#Results out tomoro =O All the best to all ACCA students! #

Doing OBU @ Starbucks =P

Spending the Saturday afternoon at Starbucks New World Park =)

Facebook

Playing Tetris Battle

Reading Toastmasters Manual

Doing OBU

and taking some vain pic using my laptop xD

*was too bored out haha*

Last but not least..

Blogging in Starbucks xD

Now back to finishing my proposal =(

#Last night I went to Muntri Mews cafe to enjoy some music. It was a nice environment with nice music of course. Didn't know there are so many nice cafes in town area. Not a bad idea just spending the night relaxing at a cafe with a drink and enjoy the wonderful performance =) I certainly start to enjoy that lifestyle and not a bad lifestyle to get used to =) #

Making friends

These few days I was kinda bored out so I decided to occupy my free time by reading a book..

I came across a book call Making Friends by Andrew Matthews..

After what I've been through about 2 weeks ago..

This book seem very relevant to me LOL

It was quite a good book after all..

Make us realise things that we know but do not apply..

Make me realise a few things..

Will there be changes to how I treat people in the future? LOL

Well maybe?

Maybe I'll change for the better =)

I do hope so haha..

And I hope I could remember those tips..

Because right now I've sort of forgotten it all xD

Anyways its a good way to spend the free time..

And its been a long time since I've read a book for leisure purposes..

Maybe I'll start my reading momentum again..

Next book..

Twenties Girl by Sophie Kinsella xD

Deja vu..

About a year ago, I did a speech regarding friendship. I was nervous, heart thumping furiously and I end up forgetting my whole speech all together. I stood up there and crafted an entire different speech. Totally different from what I prepared but the message is still there. I poured out my real emotions at that time and I continue on with my speech as my tears drip one by one.

Yesterday, I redid my CC4. Used less than 4 hours to craft and memorise my speech. I never thought I would revert back to who I am a year ago with this speech. Although I'd finished the whole CC already but last night I felt the same nervousness. The same thumping of my heart.

As I stood in front, I was totally blank. Although I had notes beside me but I restrained myself from looking and I did what I'd done a year ago. I recrafted my whole speech on the spot. One bad thing about recrafting my speech on the spot is that I will end up pouring too much of my real emotions. Once again I delivered my speech as I let my tears drip down.

I may have advance a lot compared to the me a year ago. But no matter how far I go. I still will have a lot more to learn. I guess from my speech last night, it had driven up my interest and passion in improving myself, the form to deliver speeches which I had lost ever since I finished my CC.

Seeing my friend who is so enthusiastic to finish her CC is like looking back at myself. The me who was being pushed to do speeches. The me who was put under pressure and yet I didn't mind. I lost that side of me after finishing my CC. The me now refused to be put under pressure thus losing the enthusiasm that I once had.

For the first time, I will take up the courage to see my video. I'll be posting it up here soon. The speech that made me cry again in front of an audience..