Happy Chinese New Year!

I had been really down lately and I wasn't in a good mood today as well due to certain reasons..

But I realise something..

Going to sleep after crying is a good way to forget things =D

I was angry at something this afternoon which causes me to cry..

*yes I cry when I'm angry..I don't scream or argue..I just cry xD*

Well as usual after crying our eyes will feel tired..and eventually you will feel sleepy..

And so I decided to nap.

It was just an hour sleep as I was woken up by my mum to have my reunion dinner..

I was still in a pretty bad mood but not because of what happened earlier but because I was just sleepy xD

You know it isn't a good feeling to be woken up when you are sleeping so peacefully =P

And now I'm all better =D

I've forgotten my anger and my mood had been lifted.

After all it isn't such a good thing to start a new year with a black face xD

But this year to be honest..

It doesn't feel like CNY at all..

In facebook everyone was greeting each other happy cny..

but seriously I didn't have that feel this year.

Maybe cause I was too preoccupied with other things.

To start a new year I should have something not emo

LOL

hmm..the next speech for my toastmaster is about body gestures..

one of my biggest weakness as well as my fears..

I wonder will I be able to face my fear or will I be stuck there forever..

hmm..

any topic suggestions?

if there are feel free to enlighten me =)

I need a topic that could allow me to put in body gestures

and hopefully you will see a post about my speech soon and not an emo one xD

Anyways HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all!!

May the rabbit year be a great one and may all of you be happy always =D