The Road Less Travelled

Whewwwwwww

I've finished my fourth speech!

It was really a relieved and I'd talked about a topic which I don't really had the courage to talk about..

Every single time my parents talk to some relatives or friends about this matter..

There will be a number that will say I make a terrible mistake and that I was dumb to not accept it..

It is of course of the fact that I rejected a JPA scholarship to UK to pursue accountancy..

Every time I hear those comments..

I would have a breakdown..

Not because I regretted my choice..

But the fact that I'm still bothered by the words of others..

I'm mad at myself for not being able to be firm and support my own opinion..

I guess you could say..

I've conquered another of my fears..

I am able to speak of that topic!

I am sort of proud of myself at that moment..

Although my speech wasn't perfect..

and I had a lot of room for improvements..

But it was a big step for me.

And I would like to thank someone..

my mentor..

LOH E-JIAT

Although he is always pushing me..

even this assignment I didn't ask him to put me in..

but as usual he acted on his own and put my name in..

However..

without his "pushing"..

I wouldn't strive this far..

so..

THANK YOU!

excuse my ugly writing xD