Should I just remain as a quiet girl who disappears into the background..

I used to speak really little and being very quiet most of the time..

even when speaking one on one..

it is more of a one way communication..

the other party would do most of the talking..

while I will be the one listening, nodding and answering at appropriate times..

But as I grew up..

I got closer to the ones I know..

I start to open up a little more..

and so do the words coming out of my mouth..

Of course with that I'm able to meet new people and make more friends..

however..

is it really a good thing..

People start trusting me with their stories..

and now I doubt myself..

am I really worth being believed in by others..

I thought I knew what I'm suppose to speak of and what I'm not..

and knew when is the right time to do so..

But today..

I was proven wrong..

I did a mistake and that may ruined a friendship..

Maybe being a girl who disappears into the background isn't such a bad thing after all..